sleeping through Hurricanes

So…. It turns out that last night there was a major thunder and lighting show at about 3 am.  The windows we’re rattling .. just an all out Zeus like thunder bolt show outside, yet somehow I DIDNT’ HEAR ANY OF IT!!!  Instead I was passed out in bed, which is usually odd most of the time i’m a light sleeper and any little sound wakes me up. From my dogs barking and running right down to them farting… spewwwww.  

What was funny though is I had decided to take a nap when I came home from work today I was in desperate need of some sleep…..

Falling asleep on Bitsy

 

 

a few hours passed and all of sudden I wake up … it had been raining outside so it looks as though its early in the morning, I checked my phone …8:15 holy crap!!  I pretty much crapped on myself because I thought i was super late for work I popped out of bed running to the living room freaking out trying to get dressed. For some reason when I’m in a rush the animals love to make it difficult and follow me around lol 

Finally I realised its still TUESDAY!! hahah and its the evening … whew the good thing is I didn’t run out trying to get to work to be there, I would of really felt stupid! lol …   Actually when I was a kid my brothers thought it was funny to play a practical joke on me. My oldest brother Eric works late in the evenings, I had gone to bed and was a bit tired… for some reason Eric thought it would be funny to wake me up ..shouting ” GET UP GET UP YOUR LATE FOR SCHOOL HURRY!!! GET UP !! HURRY GET UP KARINA YOUR SO LATE FOR SCHOOL!!!!” he kept shaking me and yelling at me to get up … so sure enough I get up complaining about how fast time flies by and I can’ t believe its already time for school, I reach for my back pack and I start to head out the door by then both of my brothers are hysterically laughing at me. ( gotta love big brothers grrr)  I was so upset that I couldnt’ help but laugh it off lol. Luckily he brought me my fav. donut and tossed me back in bed lol.

Gemini’s ……. and one Sagitarius

HOLA!!  I hope everyone had a wonderful weekend. Many birthdays seem to be happening in the month of June, I’m always some how attached to people who are  born in the months of June and August. So i’m dedicating this post as one big HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

Victor “el bebe” as we my friends like to call him is the cutest little baby.  His Birthday was June 1, hopefully I’ll be able to see him before he turns 3.

Shammie's son Victor he is now 2 years old!

My fav. person in the whole wide world  aka ” baby gurl” along with a huge list of nick names I have for her she’s just recently celebrated her 22nd birthday on June 6th wooooooooooooooooo! and i’m still waiting for that Haitian cake dam it!!!

The one and only " BK Princess" !!!

My homey Marina, She and I have known eachother since we were 15. Don’t be fooled by the dorky smile and glasses! She certinaly is a hellraiser!!!!!! but I can’t blame her, lol Its the reason why she and I get along so well. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ..June 8th.

My best friend Marina with her goofy smile lol

exhausted

soo tired…. shifty eyes…..

Working morning shifts aren’t too bad my only problem is the  fact that, I”m such a hard time adjusting with the time. When I use to go to school as a kid I don’t remember it being that difficult getting up and dressed to get to school. I think the only reason was mainly, there cute boys I knew in my classes and of course my friends but, most of all cute boys…. oh and did I mention it was the cute boys…lol. I use to be able to pop out of bed with no problems, do my make up and hair threw some clothes and POOF! I was ready, but I find it to be harder to get up in the mornings. I mainly have to be up at 5 am to get into work at 7 on the dot otherwise its my arse. However the older I get the more I realise I can’t do the things I use to even my skin, my hair, my body is changing and I find it really ANNOYING!  

ITS ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D!

hEllo Friends!!

its seems that my cat needed a nap too lol

Ok …. i’m back and refreshed, Oh and can someone tell me why people ue to put streamers in thier fans back in the 80’s??? I was looking at some old photos and I saw a fan with streamers… : DEMONSTRATION …

 

IGNORE THE YOUNG KARINA WHO JUST BATTLED THE VACCUM AND LOOK AT THE FAN BEHIND HER!

see that !! STREAMERS ON A FAN!! WHAT IN TH WORLD WAS THAT ALL ABOUT BACK IN THE DAY!!   hmm ok anyway sorry about that for some reason that stuck in my mind all day yesterday. Speaking of yesterday which was of course the worst freaking day from hell ughhh. However I pefer to live in the present and I enjoy my nice to day even though I was sweating outside. 

My hours of work changed, I use to work in the evenings but now I working in  the early mornings its a bit hard of a transition to get use especially when I”m waking up at 4:50 am . The best part although is when i’m outside waiting for the train and the sun makes its special guest apperance. Its a beautiful site to see.

 And welcome back to my little world, its been awhile since I’ve blogged. It seems there were technical diffculties every month booooooooooo! But, now that things are back to tip top shape I can begin to blog my little heart out like no body’s business. YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY !! but first i need a nap!

the return of KGunnz aka Kali Goddess

 more to come……………. soon ……………………… <3

up and running again..

I finally have the electricity up and running again in my apt. Thank goodness, now I don’t have sit inthe dark anymore walking around with a candle stick. I must say though candle light is pretty cool it has this illuminating affect not sure as to why but, I enjoy it. So basically this is my first blog back online.  AWESOME ! lol   Things have been pretty difficult in the past few weeks, only to have them be even much more harder this up and coming weeks. Its funny as I had this thought in my mind while I was at work. It was a slow day and i was looking out the window, I just wish I could open the window and simply fly away. Not really sure where Iwould go, but just the very fact I could fly away from everything and not have to worry anymore about the stress of trying to get by. Sometimes I try very hard to keep positive and I feel like “hey I can make it” !  Most of the time i feel beat down and just ready to throw in the towel. I never thought life could be so rough, I feel as though I’ve lived many lives and yet here I am trying to make sense of everything.    I’m thinking if I should just go back home to cali maybe regroup and start a new. Who knows…. But I have to realise a few things I do want…..

1. continue working on my art work.

 

2. work with people in service.

 

3.CHILDREN!!!

 

Those are the main things that are calling to me and which are immensely important to me at this time.

I can hear again!!

I wasn’t able to blog as much as I would have liked to this weekend mainly because of my stupid ear. 

For a few days I was having problems with my hearing I couldn’t tell what it was . At times it would feel as though I’m under water like the friggin little mermaid.

  On friday however I made the dumbest decision to shove a qtip in my ear making it worse. I lost all hearing on my left side. It was the most annoying thing ever!! I went completely crazy because all I could hear was my breathing and myself AGHHHHHH!!!!  I was able to buy ear drops and an ear cleaner so for most of the weekend I spent it washing the hell out of my ears and hoping I’ll have my hearing back before Monday.  This morning as i was washing out my ear this big giant piece of scab and ear wax drops from my ear !!! then * POP* !!!!!  I was able to hear again YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!  (PEOPLE CHEERING)   

SO what is the lesson everyone !!!!

DON’T SHOVE THINGS DOWN YOUR EARS ANDDDDDDDDDDDD…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………….. playing with the whip cream bottle until all the air is out yet there is still whip cream in the can really sucks because now its just stuck inside there   booo.

day off ….and cranky issues..

 So I receive the good news today that I have a day off!! wooooooooooooo friggin hooooooooooooooooooooo! Thats just dam hell awesome!

Aside from that, Lately I’ve been noticing I have some uhmmm cranky, grumpy, impatient, low tolerance, anger issues. I like to blame NYC !!!! I try to think about my behaviour and personality when I lived in L.A I even went as far as asking my parents.. maybe they can give me a better observation of my personality now as how it was before, so far it seems I was much calmer but always cranky. I will admit I’m extremely cranky in the morning when i wake up. I’ve always been that way though since I was a child, I love to sleep in and I take my sweet time waking up also, I like waking up to peace and quiet. I hate having to listen to anything loud and annoying it  makes me so angry and enraged I’m not sure as to why though…. hmmmm maybe I’m a 60 year old lady living in a 27 year old body lol… However when I moved to NYC my anger and most of all impatience seems to have making  special guest appearances on daily basis tsk tsk tsk I really need to get that under control !!! ♥ 

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Sabado not so Gigante..

My Saturday has been quite slow, its a bit strange since its just been me for most of the weekend. I forgot how it was to be staying alone or being alone like I was before I moved here to NYC. It took me forever to get use to living with another person let alone share a bed. I can see why couples in their older years are so use to being with each other because It feels so odd to be without the other. I always had a hard time trying to understand what the big deal was, but then again a  lot of my ideas as young girl are vastly different as oppose to now.  I wouldn’t say I’ve been feeling lonely but I do feel I’m missing my best friend. You go through so  many hardships with a person and at the end of the day you know that you have each others back no  matter how hard things can be. Sometimes I can’t really understand how some women bitch and complain about their husbands for boyfriends not buying them expensive gifts or taking them out to fancy restaurants or not being romantic. I blame a lot of it on these sappy whimsical  romance novels, movies and  most of all women’s magazines. There so full of crap that’s why I use them to pick up my dog’s caca . What really pisses me off is when women complain about the type of ring they deserve when they become engaged.  I’ve read that a man has to save up at least 2 pay checks in order to buy the most pricey ring. I mean what the hell??? I’m not saying that a man should never buy something nice for his lady but there really shouldn’t be any rules or obligation  what so ever.   Its funny I bring this up because when I was first dating Dave I had flown over and stayed in NY for quite awhile it was our first anniversary, we both didn’t have much money to buy each other nice gifts so I tried very hard to at least get him a card of some sort, he also wanted to buy me something. We had been walking around Brooklyn for awhile and we were sitting at a park bench, he told me to wait here for a few minutes and that he would be right back. A few minutes later I see him returning with a large bag, and a huge smile he then asked me to close my eyes because it was a surprise for our anniversary. I held out my hands and he placed the gift in my hands, when I opened my eyes I saw that he had bought a large Hawaiian pineapple from the store lol   It was the cutest thing ever I couldn’t stop laughing lol (pineapples are my fave. fruit  along with strawberries)   Now I know some women would of been mad as hell, maybe even insulted but I couldn’t be happier because when we went home we cracked open that same pineapple and it was the sweetest literally pineapple we ever ate together.  I guess what I’m saying is that sometimes the most simplest of act are always the sincerest ways of showing love to one another.