Oct
06

 

 

 

I FINALLY caught up on some much needed sleep Friday night. It started out as a little nap which ended up into a long ass dead sleep with a few problems here and there of course.  It took me about 2 hours to get home which usually takes me less than 45 mintues when I take the 2 train straight home I just wasn’t really into the antics and insanity in which 2 train has for me when I step on. It was bad enough on Friday morning on my way to work I had to deal with a guy being stinky as FUCK!  yes that dam stinky…. See I could of gotten off the stop and ran into the next cart but.. it was rush hour and the chances of me find a seat were very slim so instead I sat there holding my breathe and hoping I dont pass out .  

 

So I pretty much went to bed around 6:30 pm Friday night only to wake up at 6 am Saturday morning LMAO!  There was just a slight little problem I had in the middle of the night, for some reason my left leg thought it would be funny to wake me up with an immense crap. I was literally screaming from the pain!!!!!!! I couldn’t get up or move or walk NOTHING … I was just stuck there in bed screaming and wiggling around like an idiot. It lasted for about a good 5 mintues, of course when the pain was gone I went back to sleep lol  But speaking of leg cramps and pain …………. can somebody explain to me as to why I keep seeing grandma or nana in their 70’s wearing  STILLETOS!!!!!

WHY WHY WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

I wish i was joking but, I see this all the time in Manhattan .. well I see it over here in the Bronx as well but technically grandma’s over here are in their 40’s lol (and thats def. not a joke lol)  but, in Manhattan OH MY! I don’t think I had noticed it before but for some reason it was in my face all day, and whats funny is that their having a hard time walking! I just want to run up to her rip off those dam heels and atleast put her in some cute flats or even a wedged heel BUT NO MORE STILLETOS  NANA ur gonna jack up ur knee and break something!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STOP IT!

Sep
16

Today I am feeling……. EXHAUSTED!

exhausted

 

 

 

 

Song of the day…     

No song today I didn’t have my ipod with me, so I didn’t get a chance to really listen to  any song on the train.

 

 

 

Its been awhile since I”ve blogged, maybe a few days have past or even weeks, I”m not sure I don’t really remember I’m awful at consistancey for some odd ball reason. Many things have been changing some for the better others for worse but always in a forward direction. I just realised though, it will be close to a year I’ve started to blog. I remember blogging before Fall started. I was working as a dog walker and i finally accepted my life living her in NYC.  I think i’m ready for the change of season again. The summer wasn’t so bad but, at some point the heat did scramble my brain for a bit.   

Don’t you hate it though when things aren’t working right or the way you wanted it.  :(

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Aug
27

Today Iam feeling ………

relaxed and happy

relaxed and happy

Song of the day….
 Yesterday I completed my last day of double shifts YAYYAYAY!! (APPLAUSE) and now i’m free finally free I have my afternoons back , I can now rest and do all the things I wanted to do, play all the games I wanted to play,sing the songs I wanted to sing!! Its awesome and it feels good.  The heat seems to finally subside Thank god I was starting to really lose it.  .. whew.   Mainly I’ve wanted to get back to my art work. Fall is right around the corner and I’ve been dying to get back to my art work. Its always a bit difficult to do drawings especailly in characoal in the dead of summer.  I”ve had many ideas seep into my brain, I’m just trying to see how to go abotu it. At some point I need to buy an easel or a a desk, I’ve been looking intro trying paints or maybe water color. So far as of late i’ve been hooked on oil pastels. 
The year has gone by so quickly we’re already going to be in Sept. with a blink of eye we’ll in Dec. celebrating xmas and walking in the snow! DELIGHTFUL! I’ll make sure i’ll be wearing Tims this time and not crappy cheap shoes.
Aug
21

Today I am feeling …………..

Extremely hot and definitly Sweating nonstop~! 

Extremely hot and definitly Sweating nonstop~!

Song of the Day…..  Erykah Badu,  Didn’t cha know
 I usually have no problems taking the subways but, as of late .. I seem to be really hating the 1 train.  You would think with all the dam money invested into the MTA the subway stations would atleast have some sort of ventilation. Today was completely insane and definitly annoying!  I’ve sweated so many times in this blasted whats the point of taking a shower anymore other than not having to smell like onions… PEOPLE MAKE SURE TO DOUBLE UP ON THE DEODERANT!!! Every single morning I”m sweating at 6 am in the subway station its like i’ve entered the pits of hell, at this point it as well be the underworld , everyone is angry and annoyed  its just torture in itself. 
So from now on no more 1 train! U HEAR ME 1 TRAIN !! NOOOOOOOOOO MORE!!!! Instead i’m sticking with the bus until that breaks down and then i’ll find a plane, or maybe borrow those carriage horses to take me to work. >: [ bleh!
Aug
19

Today I am feeling…. dead ass tired Tired

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Song of the day…           Ojos Asi, Shakira

 

Is it me or is this week going by super slow…..  :( I’ve been doing double shifts and this will be week number 2! I am definitly beat that’s for sure.  This heat is definitly not helping I think everyone is going insane from it. I’ve been seeing some super crazy people on the 2 train more so than usual. Actually when I was walking to the train I saw a man who was using a walker, pick it up and lunge it into the middle of street! WTF!!  I don’t know what it is about NYC, maybe its the stress, extereme weather, money, always in the rush but there are so many people who are out of their mind roaming the streets. Some are actually quite dangerous! I guess its all part of the New York Experince. OH! and can someone tell me why in the dam world do guys on the street corner have to do DIPS AND PULL UPS! WHY!!! WHY !! WHY !! WHY!!! seriously who are you showing off too! It doesn’t prove a goddam thing ! WOMEN AREN’T IMPRESSED BY IT SO JUST PLEASE STOP ALREADY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Sorry I just had to get that off my chest ever since summer began thats all i’ve been seeing Dips and Pullups! enough already.

Aug
14

Today I am feeling……… a bit of pain and sum aches but very much Thankful :)

Song of the Day…………

 

Nothing beats Frozen yougurt……. mmmmmmmmmmyum lol.. Anyway.. :) Thank God its FRIDAY!! I thought for sure I wasn’t going to make it since I was working a double shift all this week. Thanks to the good graces I was able to relax today in  the evening and take it easy. woohoooooo… Aside from that I look forward to my weekend which will consistant of me being the biggest lazy ass and sleeping in late.  I’m amazed at the fact that summer is almost over! We’re already half way done with the year, befor you know it we’ll be celebrating Halloween, Thanksgiving and the big one Xmas plus my birthday… ( no my bday isn’t a national holiday :(   boooooooo)

 

this song is dedicated to my homegirl BK Princess aka Bby Gurl !!!!! CUZ HE ONLY ONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE MANNNNNNNN DOIN WHAT HE CANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!

Aug
12

Today I am feeling exhausted….. yet oddly awake.

Song of the Day….

Go getta

 

So at the moment i’m working a double shifts at work, and I am dead ass beat but, at the same time I figure its extra cash…. mo money mo money mo money!!!! It’s mainly though until extra people are hired so i’m taking of business and doin the dam thing. I definitly am in need of Monster Chaos. Usually I don’t like energy drinks they taste like cat’s piss.  … and how do I know what cat piss taste like ????? u ask….. hmmmm well I don’t know, but I figure it would taste like nasty energy drinks. However I found one that isn’t too bad but, it surely does the dam job well. This blog is going to be a short one :( sadly. So everyone enjoy your day and make sure to go out there and be a Go Getta!!!

 

redonguardwtrArt of The DAy……

Aug
11

Today I am feeling………………….  Exhausted yet Confident

 

Song of the Day……..

Can’t go wrong with Miss Lauryn Hill, before she went buck ass crazy :( .

 

         I’m really over summer, today’s heat was so freaking unbearable .. I thought for sure I’m going to end up throwing up all the place as I walked to the bus. Sure, it wouldn’t be too appealing but hey.. what can you do ? Luckly I didn’t puke but WTF is up with this dam weather. The entire summer it has been nothing but this annoying depressing rain. I”m just done and over with it. Summer gets a big fat F for this year! YOU HEAR ME F!!!!!! lets hope Fall and winter won’t disappoint me.    Aside from that I did go back to work today, it was my first day back and I was happy to say it went actually quite well. :) YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!  I usually have a tendency to make myself sick and unhappy the day before i go back to work which are usually Sundays.  Definitly not a happy camper but, I’m happy to say all is well.   However, I am lonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnng over do for a nap that’s for dam sure. I’m about to pass out due to the heat.

 

CharlieBrownOhGoodGrief

Aug
06

I am hope to make return to blogging at full force, I know I haven’t been blogging as of much lately.

BOOOO!

BOOOO!

However I am definitly going to start blogging again, probably every other day just so that I don’t bore myself to death lmao.   I think I’ll add a Song of the day along with a video :) yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh maybe even a quote of the day as well along with how i’m feeling, or art of the day we’ll see I’ll figure it out on my  next post which will be in a few minutes. SO STAY TUNED……………………………. or not lol u do have too. :) :P
Jun
10

So…. It turns out that last night there was a major thunder and lighting show at about 3 am.  The windows we’re rattling .. just an all out Zeus like thunder bolt show outside, yet somehow I DIDNT’ HEAR ANY OF IT!!!  Instead I was passed out in bed, which is usually odd most of the time i’m a light sleeper and any little sound wakes me up. From my dogs barking and running right down to them farting… spewwwww.  

What was funny though is I had decided to take a nap when I came home from work today I was in desperate need of some sleep…..

Falling asleep on Bitsy

Falling asleep on Bitsy

 

 

a few hours passed and all of sudden I wake up … it had been raining outside so it looks as though its early in the morning, I checked my phone …8:15 holy crap!!  I pretty much crapped on myself because I thought i was super late for work I popped out of bed running to the living room freaking out trying to get dressed. For some reason when I’m in a rush the animals love to make it difficult and follow me around lol 
Finally I realised its still TUESDAY!! hahah and its the evening … whew the good thing is I didn’t run out trying to get to work to be there, I would of really felt stupid! :( lol …   Actually when I was a kid my brothers thought it was funny to play a practical joke on me. My oldest brother Eric works late in the evenings, I had gone to bed and was a bit tired… for some reason Eric thought it would be funny to wake me up ..shouting ” GET UP GET UP YOUR LATE FOR SCHOOL HURRY!!! GET UP !! HURRY GET UP KARINA YOUR SO LATE FOR SCHOOL!!!!” he kept shaking me and yelling at me to get up … so sure enough I get up complaining about how fast time flies by and I can’ t believe its already time for school, I reach for my back pack and I start to head out the door by then both of my brothers are hysterically laughing at me. ( gotta love big brothers grrr)  I was so upset that I couldnt’ help but laugh it off lol. Luckily he brought me my fav. donut and tossed me back in bed lol.