HAPPY THANKSGIVING!! ok.. more like Happy BLACK FRIDAY!! Everyone and their mommies is out shopping like crazed zombie fools today. I hope everyone’s Thanksgiving went well, personally I would of liked to go home this year visit the family for Tday but, my T day wasn’t so bad. I was a bit sad for most of the week, I use to look forward on Tday when I was a little girl. My mother would do all the grocery shopping two days before. She insisted she would have everything ready that way it would give her time to cook. A few times when I was a little girl I remember actually having a large Thanksgiving dinners. It would my parents, my grandmothers, my brothers, sometimes my cousins even my father’s friend and his family. It use to be so much fun, the only crappy part is that I had to dress due to the guests. ( i hated wearing dresses lol)
My mother would cook the turkey, make the stuffing, some biscuits even desert. mmmmm do i miss the turkey and stuffing OHHH and the PIESSSS!! yummm those we’re delicious! I use to love Thanksgiving so much it was the only holiday my parents would go all out for, there would be laughing, music, drinking, eating, and talking. I use to think wow it would be so wonderful when I grew up because then my brother’s would have been married and have families then i would be married and have my family and we would all have our kids it would be huge. ( I use to spend a lot of my time thinking about being a grown up) but, now that i’m all grown up this year for Thanksgiving it was pretty quite. I spent it with my partner nothing too crazy, just had a nice small meal, then watched a movie. Hanged out with my little zoo. I called everyone back home of course making they we’re doing well. My parents spent their holiday in Laughlin, Nevada, while my brother Alex and his gf stayed home they made a small dinner. I wasn’t too sure about my Brother Eric however ( don’t you hate when people never pick up their dam phone!!!!! ) I had a hard time trying to reach him but, I’m sure they must of spent Thanksgiving with one of my sister in law’s family members. So my family pretty much celebrated separated 
Who knows maybe in the future the big family dinners will come back in style .
As for December the madness will definitely begin!!! People have already started their Christmas, I’ve seen people begin to decorate their homes, and buy trees..lights etc. I’m saving up money to decorate my apt hopefully. I would like to for once join in on the holiday festivities even say MERRY XMAS!! I never had the chance to when I was child but I’ll explain more about that later on a different post. 
treschere